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Post by Winxy on Sept 2, 2012 23:56:26 GMT -5
"....Yes, i am sure we have all had feelings like that." she replied quietly. "eventually though you just have to live through the pain of it."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:01:26 GMT -5
"Yeah. I'm going for a walk. I'll be back in five." said Mei. She started to walk and saw something glowing by the steps she walks to it and digs it up. She walked back up. Tears were falling from her eyes. "Holiday? Have you ever seen a star amulet before? It's calling me and saying that it's yours."
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:05:06 GMT -5
"I'm afraid i haven't..." Holiday said looking at Mei. "What is it meant to do?"
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:11:57 GMT -5
"I don't know, but these are what I saw and the flower of twisted fate. I think they grant people a guardian and a power. I am connected to them now all of them, though they only select certain people. The first one is the power of ice and representation of inner kindness. It is meant for you. It's calling for you even if you are a little girl, now. You never give up on others and always agree to help. I think this is yours." said Mei sadly she walked up to the little fairy girl and dropped the amulet to the floor. She turned and looked back up at the stars.
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:13:24 GMT -5
Holiday picked up the amulet and stared at it for awhile, it did seem to be calling to her. She could even feel it. "Mei, i know you may not want to hear this, but sometimes you have to follow your destiny. Even if you dont' want to." she said. "I still follow mine.."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:20:44 GMT -5
Mei heard it. "Even if it means!" she yelled at Holiday. "Even if it means!" She tried to say it. She had a hard time saying it. "I wish I never existed. If I knew what I knew about my fate. Let's just say the flower of twisted fate is a bad omen. Okay, even you should know that. Sorry. I can't do this. I can't do this." she said. "I might be born for this, but my heart tells me that I have a choice to make, but I think destiny is deciding it for me. I can't do this and I don't want to and I can't bear it." She broke into tears. "I just need to know. Am I more than just a pawn of destiny? Am I meant to ever be me? Just me."
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:34:00 GMT -5
"You have the power to decide that Mei, no one else." Holiday replied gently. "You have the right to be angry...anyone would be in your sitation. There are many around you who are not too happy with the fate they have had in store for them."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:39:07 GMT -5
Mei sighed. "I just wish I knew that I mattered. Show me, Holiday. Who?"
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:42:00 GMT -5
Holiday looked at Mei for a long time before sighing. "Me for one. Devlin. Esperaza, Homura, Rex."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:46:32 GMT -5
Mei looked up at Devlin for a long time. "I'm sorry. I didn't know." tears rolled down her eyes again. "I love you, please know that."
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:47:26 GMT -5
Devlin shook his head. "It doesn't matter anymore. My father never loved me anyways. I know that now."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:51:44 GMT -5
Mei just looked at Devlin. "I'm sorry still. It wasn't my place. I'm sorry as well Holiday. God I must be a horrible person now and I'm sorry. I'm very sorry." She hugged Xao Mei.
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 0:53:10 GMT -5
"You aren't horrible mei, you just said what you meant. There is nothing wrong with that." Holiday replied. "I wish i had done that sooner, it might have changed my destiny."
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Post by rose on Sept 3, 2012 0:58:45 GMT -5
Mei walked up to Holiday and wrapped her arms around her. She knew that it wouldn't be the same, but she felt so lost. She didn't know where to turn or where to go.
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Post by Winxy on Sept 3, 2012 1:04:18 GMT -5
Holiday smiled and wrapped her arms around the teenage girl. Despite the height difference it seemed ok to her.
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